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God. Whyyyyyy?
why am i feeling like this?
after a horrible day, i thought it would get better but of course not.
as much as i want this all to happen and i still have feelings for her, i donapos;t want to hurt her. I donapos;t want her to hurt like i did. I want to be friends, yet something more. But i feel as if this something more entitles me getting hurt over and over and over again, getting walked all over because i donapos;t know my limits.
these limits which i cannot identify consume my life, allowing me to be vulnerable and walked all over.
they step on my heart, like stilettos digging in through my back to my chest. I can feel it.
i donapos;t want it to happen again. Even though sheapos;s changed.
after taking her back twice and her letting me go twice, i shouldnapos;t do this.
i donapos;t know if i can.
i still want to but iapos;ll jsut get hurt.
WEapos;VE GOTTA�BE�JUST�FRIENDS�AND�TAKE�THINGS�SLOW. WE CANapos;T BE SELFISH TOWARDS EACH OTHER.
*I DONapos;T KNOW IF I CAN DO THISSSSSS*

one more bad day under my belt, and millions more to go, iapos;m sure.
konuch says be a duck. A duck is strong and can withstand anything, she says.
she gets me through the weeks, usually. Her words are advice which i can understand.
strong words=strong woman. Thatapos;s...awesome (:
haha. Nobody understands that part.....haha (:
gotta go. Better day tomorrow? letapos;s hope so.
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